Clarifying Myself

Its love .. not an affair,
Its soulmate.. not just a boyfriend,
Its me.. an individual, not an "experience",
Its a bonding of souls for all their lives .. not a fragile relationship,
Its God's most precious gift.. and not a burden,
Its a miracle by God.. not a de ja vou!!

A Request

Love me for my simplicity,
And not my pretence..
Love me out of spontaneity,
And not out of pity..
Love me for what I am,
And not what you expect out of me..
If my love calls for you,
Come for spending a lifetime with me..
And not for leaving me bereaved once again..
Listen to what the good in me tries to speak to you,
And not the wrongs that shadow on the surface..
.......... Go deep inside of me and look at my Ocean of love for you,
The Sun out there rises to see you and sets in hope to see you once again..
there you'll also find a sweet home I've created using the sands of hope,
for you and me.. I've also engraved our names together on the sands,
washing out which even the Ocean never dares..
.. And in the night if you walk beside it,
you'll hear my love deeply calling out for you ..........
Allow me to fly along with my Dreams,
And not chain me to the realities of life..
I want to fly high to this beautiful land i see above.. with you,
and not stare at it in lonely hours.. without you..
Come to me to fill the colours of Happiness in my naked eyes,
And not give it tears of sorrow and rejection..
Come to accept me with my incompleteness,
And not pointing out at them to make me feel like a loser..
Give me hope, Give me Love,
and not take away the one I only had with me..
Be my Strength,the one I feel proud of,
And not my weakness that I become helpless without you..
Hold my hands and promise you will be there for me.. forever,
And not rudely take your hands out of my tender hold..
Respect my love for you,
and not shun it as my madness..
Feel the miracle created by God,
And not call it just a .. de ja vou..
I need your love and want to be loved by you,
and.... just loved by you.